randomly perfekt

randomly perfekt

   November 09, 2018       Fajrina.

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i will post some pics took by me, from a long time ago.
chill out.
grab your coffee.
and flush it out.
lol.

non-aestethic pics.
not-a-photographer-look-like-pics.
and just me, took randomly.
no technique. just enjoy snapping all the things.

just how many times i said that this store is my favorite? hahaha. seriously, this store is a small one that is not everyone really notice it and the place is near my house. i saw so many 80s and 90s style. there were so many old clothes and band shirts. i bought one and my brother too. took a lot of pic lol too shy to upload it on social media, not really good too.

everyone could realized where is this in a glance. haha, a famous one, from a mall.

this stray cat is from my uni. he keep take a glance at me when i ate in canteen. idk if he sees me as a weird person or he want my food? 

FOR THIS ONE, a friend of mine took this pic for me with my name on it, in front of my husbands' building, JYP Entertainment building. 

i think this was from Eid in 2017. such a great view in early morning.

i haven't have a chance to upload this pic on my IG, because i'm running out of words for the caption lol can i just skip to write the caption session? i think this pic when i still being a college student back then. 

can i skip this pic because too sad to remember. but still upload this. what's wrong with me haha

i often come to this island, because...... just because. i have been there for about... 3 times? this is untung jawa island. not really cool, but if you ride a bicyle and go around the island, you will find some good place to take a moment in silent. 

ps: this island is not too big.

from istiqlal mosque with some of my friends in college.

<3

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without her.

without her.

   Oktober 17, 2018       Fajrina.

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without her,
the room feels so empty,
twas noisy, and now quiet.

without her,
the things quite messed up,
something doesn't feel so right.

without her,
the happiness is not literally mean happy,
only 80%.
cause she is gone.

without her,
the days feel so dark, even though there is a light.

without her,
the distance feel so close yet so far.


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i don't want to see her even in my dream,
i don't want to meet her in person.

i just want to know what she is up to,
and how is she doing now?
good or bad?
that is all i want to know.

the problem she began, it's too hard to handle.
the mistakes she ever had, it's too hard to forgive.
but that is what human being do, we are not perfect anyway.
missing her in silent and forgive her day by day seems so hard,
but what else can i do?

i hope you always doing good and always in the right path.
find your own happiness.
i will show you the real happiness later.
not in the near future, it took a long time.
wait for me.


ㅡ 17:26  ㅡ 17.10.2018 ㅡ

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friendship.

friendship.

   Agustus 03, 2018       Fajrina.

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[this post gonna be a bit emotional]

what is the meaning of friendship?
is that necessary?
i think they will always around as always.
no matter what happen.
that is what i thought.

i thought they will stay forever.
but that is wrong.

i never imagined this before,
i never thought they will really go away and cut down the communications,
they even disappeared.

i never blame them,
i just still wondering what is my fault?
at least give me an explanation,
at least give me a hint,
at least tell me what did i do?

i think our friendship gonna be last forever,
and we won't ever be in this kind of situation,
i think we will always be fine,
but that is all of the thoughts when i never learn something from the past,
when i was an innocent and stupid.

now, losing friends are the real problem for me,
but i think i won't thinking much about it,
people might see i just exaggerating things,
but i do and don't care.

the more i'm thinking about it,
the more i've been blame myself.

the real lesson about this is,
learn how to letting go,
learn how to accept reality,
learn how to accept the things that doesn't happen like what i've been expected,
so many new things i have been learnt.

another important fact is,
losing friends is a part of growing up,
cool, i can count it as a part of growing up from now.

i still have a sense that they are still there,
but we are just didn't meant to be friend in a long term,
and we are being apart, because we have different goals and that is naturally happened.
maybe?

it's okay.
maybe this is my fault for ever do something wrong,
that is how i always said to myself.
not trying to playing as a victim though.

this is the last message i want to drop here,
regarding this topic,
thank you for everything, we had so many good memories,
thank you for ever count me in as your close friend,
if you read this, you might know this is about you,
say hi is okay,
and ignore this is okay as well,
i just want you to know that i really want to know how is your condition now,
thank you and sorry.

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Life.

Life.

   Juli 11, 2018       Fajrina.

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Life is a bless,
Life is such the best gift for the people who remains alive until now,
Eventhough it's a lucky or unlucky life,
But life still a bless from the creator, Allah.

We should always be thankful for this beautiful gift,
We should always remember that we are lucky enough for live our life until now,
Aren't we so lucky and special that we are still breathing in this life?

I know we are not always have a good days,
Bad days come often as well.
But that doesn't mean you need to end up here,
That doesn't mean you need to give up on this life.

Come back for what I have said,
We are so lucky and special for still alive and live our life until now.
So, let's appreciate every single thing, especially life itself.

I hope you and I will always be thankful for this life that we have until now.










**this is not a poem :( just........ some thought? :-D sorry for grammatical error**

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My favorite quotes.

My favorite quotes.

   Mei 05, 2018       Fajrina.

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Hello!!

What a tiring month,

But never get tired of the quotes!

I like quotes. Especially the one that could motivated myself. 

Most of quotes that I will share below is from thegoodquote!

So, here is my favorite quotes!

1. THIIIIIIISSSSS! I recently feel that I am always happy for no reason. Eventho there were so many problem, but be happy is a must! Still~ and don't find it with a reason, because you can lost in any time.

2. Because someone who is doing it with half-heartedly is the most annoying. Just choose to stay or leave hahahhha.

3. I agree, if I can keep it by myself, I will do it! Because sometimes it will prevent the problem or the story for getting bigger too.

4. I thought forever is nothing...... But I have found it. I will run and try my best to reach it.

5. This is work. Because when you are angry, you only filled with a negative things whispered by satan. So whatever you do can causing more problem. (I admit it this is a bit hard :") )

6. Yeeeeeeeas! Because all the things in the world is already setted up by Allah. <3

7. Announce to the boys around world~ please make Prophet Muhammad as your role model! He is perfect :")

8. Yeah, that is right. There is one biggest problem in my life, I thought I can't go thru it, but look who is getting stronger here. Alhamdulillah.

(If you are wondering what is this about, this ain't related with love things.)

9. I swear I ever feel this way too. I thank to Allah so much :"( this is always reminds me with my sin as well.......... and make me want to be the best. ( I tried )

10. In the end, the one who should receive most of your love is yourself first, not others. If you success for doing it, you can love another people wholeheartedly.

11. YES! Because when you feel you have a bad day, it will last 24 hours. And Insya Allah, you have another day to build a happy day with Allah's blessed.

Okay, let's end here. Bye.

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9 years.

9 years.

   Maret 23, 2018       Fajrina.

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Well, hello my old friend.



We meet everyday, I always see you in the corner of the room.

You were my favorite friend. I often left alone, but you always accompany me.
You never get tired of me, although I made so many mistake.

I still could hear you.
I still want to try again.
I still want you.

We have been together this long, about 9 years?
I almost know you very well.


But....
I know a bitter truth, yet blessed to know that.
Eventho you are good, but you are bad.
We can't get along well.
We won't.
I hope everyone aware about it.
I hope.

I can't tell it right away.
Because....
They will refuse to believe it.


Now, all I can do is only pray for them.

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Follow them on IG.

Follow them on IG.

   Maret 04, 2018       Fajrina.

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Hello~~

Dalam postingan hari ini, aku mau rekomendasiin beberapa akun instagram yang cocok untuk difollow nih. 

Check this out!

1. Ketnipz

Akun ini menggambarkan tentang aktivitas sehari-hari ketnipz. Setiap aktivitas yang dia lakuin tuh bisa bikin kita ngomong dalem hati kaya gini "I CAN RELATE WITH THIS KETNIPZ!!!!!!". Selain itu, ketnipz kocak banget dan gambarnya kadang rada nyeleneh juga :(((( jadi bisa bikin kita ketawa-ketawa sendiri :------) Pertama kali liat ketnipz, ngerasa familiar bangeeeeeet! Kalo kalian suka update story pake sticker dari instagram, pasti tau sticker ini..

           

          

Iya! Itu dia yang namanya ketnipz!!! 

Sekarang udah tau kan ketnipz yang begini bentuknya? Coba deh stalk si pinky boy ini, dijamin ketagihan ;)

2. History in Pictures

Ini dia favorite banget!!!!! Awalnya tau akun history pict ini dari twitter, ternyata mereka punya instagram juga! Suka banget sama akun ini, karena kita bisa tau moment-moment jaman dahulu yang diabadikan melalui foto, salah satunya foto pembuatan Eiffel Tower pada tahun 1887, keramaian kota New York tahun 1944, dan foto air terjun Niagara yang membeku pada tahun 1911. Akun ini beberapa kali memposting foto-foto musisi terkenal seperti Kurt Cobain, The Beatles, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd dan Marilyn Monroe. Selain itu, akun ini juga memposting foto-foto seperti John F. Kennedy, Muhammad Ali, dan Albert Einsten. 

3. Quran Sayings

Walaupun kita aktif sosial media, jangan lupa juga untuk tetap mengingat Allah, salah satu caranya ialah memfollow akun yang memposting foto-foto seperti akun quransayings ini. Konten akun ini ialah potongan-potongan ayat, foto ka'bah, quotes untuk kehidupan sehari-hari atau pengingat yang membuat kita mengingat kepada Allah SWT, dan video murottal yang bikin adem dan nyaman untuk hati dan telinga para pendengar ;----) Akun ini memakai bahasa Inggris.

4. Kajian Islam 

Sebenarnya konten akun ini sama seperti Quran Sayings (- murottal), tetapi akun ini memposting foto dengan Bahasa Indonesia. Menurutku, beberapa postingan kajian islam mudah dipahami dan bahasa yang digunakan juga gampang diserap, jadi wajib banget difollow untuk menjadi daily reminder kita dan membantu kita untuk menjadi muslim yang lebih baik.

5. Cats of Instagram 

Pokoknya setiap akun ini ngeposting video atau foto kucing, selalu bikin gemes sendiri. Kucing tuh banyak banget tingkahnya :(((( kadang pengen banget diunyel-unyel karena segemes itu hahahahhaa :") udah gitu tingkah-tingkah mereka kadang konyol dan kocak. Apalagi kalo akun ini udah ngeupload foto kitten, udahlah gemesnya gatau kaya apa :----) kadang sampe pengen nangis sangking gemesnya LOL.

6. Just Baby 

Postingan akun ini tuh menggemaskan juga, karena banyak bayi-bayi yang bertingkah dan sering bikin ketawa, bikin bahagia. :") Ntah kenapa dari dulu tuh aku suka sekali bayi-bayi mungil! MUST FOLLOW POKOKNYA! Moodbooster!

7. Tahilalats 

Konten akun ini hampir mirip ketnipz, tapi ini versi manusia dan menggunakan bahasa Indonesia. Ini karya anak bangsa~~ Lawakan yang dibuat terkadang mind blowing dan garing-garing bikin ketawa HAHAHA. Gambar yang dibuat simple, tapi banyak makna lawaknya :")

8. The Good Quote

Akun ini banyak mengupload quotes yang bikin diri kita termotivasi dan penyemangat dikala gloomy feeling menyerang.

9. 9gag

Ya pokoknya akun ini gag dan memenya juaralah ya. Jarang banget bikin gue enggak ketawa, pasti ketawa mulu. :")))))))) 

Okay, let's stop here, I think I can not review those well but I hope the readers enjoying this post.

Remember, what I wrote on this post is based from my opinion. ;D

From last week, I tried myself to keep updating on this blog, at first, I decided to update in every wednesday, but here I am. Okay let's just change the day. HAHAHA.

Bye!

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